The phantom zone circa now
We passed on but failed to notice, the stench
should have been our first clue
gathering lies as it were.
In its time something special;
but all that's left is meat.
We had promise, we had potential.
Bona fide.
Chosen!
Coroneted!
Now we feed on the corpse of our fathers
land and legacy.
And we won't survive.
No Brains! BRAINSSSS
Each of us on our own now and that's the disease.
Only a shot to the head can clear,
the malaise our mothers saw.
They knew but we wouldn't listen.
They felt our dying admissions.
No islands, only friends you hadn't met.
We left without regret.
We read our own p
I just want to fuck it and not feel
Take all the memories and just peel
Pull them off and hide them away
Maybe then the pain won't stay
Locking it away deep inside
It's a choice I must decide
Not wanting to feel the pain
All I want is to stay sane
I'm losing it all every day
It leaves my mind in disarray
I'm losing hope and my dreams
No one even hears my screams
Every time a new scar
Not telling you how far
What I'm capable to do
Is unknown even to you
Don't tell me your sweet lies
You will not hear my cries
Not a care you have for me
The pain I have you don't see
You said you would help me
And I gave in willingly
The promises were just lies
Now it is you I despise
I hate myself for you
All you did made me blue
Hating myself is all I do
So much you have no clue
How I know you don't care
All this pain I can't bare
Yet you leave me all alone
Your selfishness is shown
So here I am waiting
Just sitting here hoping
Dreaming of anything good
Or anything that I even could
All I had e
Sometimes I would rather not hope
Then I would not be let down
It is really hard for me to cope
I just want to smile, not frown
Don't want to feel it anymore
Wanting to forget everything
Sick of my heart being sore
Can't stand the dull sting
I despise everything there is about you
But too bad I am stuck to you like glue
We've been together through the sleepless nights
And we carried on through all of the fights
Lies you've told and the hurt you brought
More than anything you've ever sought
Some days I just want to see you drown
Sick of you sitting there with a frown
So fuck all your feelings and despair
No one ever told you that life was fair
I told you it isn't me it's you
I am you, you are me, it's true
I despise everything there is about me
Too bad I am stuck and I'll never be...
Pretty face, gorgeous smile...
Warm embrace, laugh for a while.
The fondest kiss on her lover's lips
The sweet scent of roses on her pale fingertips.
A bite on his ear, a kiss on her cheek
She beams with warmth, the best friend you could seek.
Laughter at work, beautiful passion at home...
A hug for each person who feels sad or alone.
And while she holds you so tight and dooms all your frights...
....they'll never know she tries to end her life every night.
I've fought against depression now,
For almost ten years long,
I don't know if that means I'm weak,
Or if it means I'm strong.
Too weak to let go,
Or strong enough to hold on.
Well Whatever!
They can make their own assumptions,
When I've gone.
I will leave behind my legacy,
Of poems just like this,
And I will leave behind my fractured heart,
To the one who stole my kiss.